I found myself. I found my Self.

I find myself currently re-writing what I planned to share with you today. Disappointed by not having the start of the week I wanted, I found myself venting to my fiancé as we embarked on a trail ride yesterday. Pre-ride - negative, tight, frustrated even. Post-ride - meditative, open, thankful. Positive even. I found my Self. I found my Self cooking a great, healthy dinner listening to some older music I had not heard in a while. Some dancing in the kitchen… I found my Self. I found my Self planning next week, looking forward to all the things I get to do. I rewarded myself with a bit of video-game time, “FIFA 21”, my fave.

I found myself getting to bed early, which brings me to this morning. I find myself re-writing what I had planned sharing with you, not disappointed, but realizing that I found this moment because of a series of moments. A series of choices.